Are all relationships this constant wave of good and bad, good and bad, better and worse? Most of the time, I can't imagine being with anyone but you and can't wait to marry you. Other times, I know with certainty that I don't want to spend the rest of my life with someone who (fill in the blank). But an hour or a day later, I am over it and happy again. I don't know if that's normal or not....are "good" couples always happy? How bad are their fights? How do I know?

I am also not sure about you as a father...I want you to be around and have family dinners and game nights and our kids to have two supportive parents, but I'm just not sure that's how you roll. But then I see you with your neice and you surprise me....

If I can't make up my mind, is that a horrible thing?