So Angry

I'm so angry. I hate you so much right now, but I hate myself even more.

You've said some hurtful things to me, made accusations that aren't true. And yet you refuse to see your fault and apologise. Don't I apologise when I'm at fault? Haven't I said sorry a thousand times? Why then must it always be me whom is expected to yield? Maybe I've had enough and will stand my ground this time. Maybe I've become to dependant on you, maybe I need to break away. I think we are both far too destructive for one another, yet niether appears to want to let go.

Its been a week now and whilst I refuse to speak to you, and you put an air of nonchalance that winds me up.

Arrrrgggggghhhhhh. FUCK.