blah blah life.

I'm writting this from my iPod , so it will be short.
I feel ......empty , school will start tomorrow for me, well actually today , since it is midnight.
I even haven't got a clue of why I'm writting this.
But I am, and I want to say that I feel empty, thus last days I've been like a hermit, one with iPods, laptops and tv's,
I spent this day online, mostly neglecting my duties, just reading and stuff, and I saw. All the avatar episodes >.> why ??
A friend told me to buy the DVD's for her, well she didn't but I was curious she is or was at least 3 days ago obsessed with it.
so I finished watching all, read some anime fanfics and avatar ones, and went to "sleep" well of. Course not since I'm writting this, in the begining of this post I said I felt empty wich I do not anymore, but I know that as soon as I stop writting I will feel empty again. Why??
I still dont know . MAybe cause I'll see someone tomorrow I dont want to see, maybe cause I won't be able to be in my fantasy world anymore tomorrow, cause seriously I dont like real life , I being the coward that I am, I hide from it with books and fantasy worlds.
All happy or at least semi-happy (the ones I see) and I realize my life will never be like that, seriously it's fiction, and if one seems like my life, all I'm missing are powers or excitment in my life.

That is all, I feel better I hope I can deal with life better now ( yea right)
oh and I suck in shogi > . >