You working 90 hours a week has RUINED our relationship. You know how they say absence makes the heart grow fonder? I think that's probably true, for a little while. Beyond that, though....I've just stopped caring. I don't care if I see you. I don't care if we have sex. I don't care if you come home. I don't feel married. I don't even feel like I'm in a relationship. I loved you. I love you? I don't even know anymore. How can you love someone that you have no connection with any longer? That you don't even know? I don't know if we can ever recover from this. I absolutely do not want to bring a child in this, and I have always wanted kids more than anything. I'd be a single mom.
I don't know what to do. I need to tell you this. You should know how I'm feeling. But I know how these conversations go....we just fight.
I want you to care. I want to see you. I want you to make as much time for me as you do for work. For golf. For your friends. I want this to work. I always loved you....I want to love you again.
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I am feeling the exact same way about my husband right now. I still love him very much, but I no longer feel the connection. Everything seems to be more important than hus family. Unlike you, though, we have a 3 year old son......I have no idea whats next, but know that you are definitely not alone. Hope all works out for you :)
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