I don't care

You working 90 hours a week has RUINED our relationship. You know how they say absence makes the heart grow fonder? I think that's probably true, for a little while. Beyond that, though....I've just stopped caring. I don't care if I see you. I don't care if we have sex. I don't care if you come home. I don't feel married. I don't even feel like I'm in a relationship. I loved you. I love you? I don't even know anymore. How can you love someone that you have no connection with any longer? That you don't even know? I don't know if we can ever recover from this. I absolutely do not want to bring a child in this, and I have always wanted kids more than anything. I'd be a single mom.

I don't know what to do. I need to tell you this. You should know how I'm feeling. But I know how these conversations go....we just fight.

I want you to care. I want to see you. I want you to make as much time for me as you do for work. For golf. For your friends. I want this to work. I always loved you....I want to love you again.

I found the birthday present you gave me. I can't believe you got it for me....it's amazing. It's perfect. I can't wait to wear it every single day. I hope you love what I'm planning for you just as much! I need to go practice my surprised face. :-)